Saturday, August 29, 2009

have you ever??

I am having a "have you ever moment"! I am wondering if anyone has ever ever felt this way? Have you felt like no one understands or perhaps cares about what I am going through? Am I alone in my "have you ever moment"?!? Honestly, I cannot believe that I am...

My HYE(have you ever) moment, has been mentioned in some of my blog pasts in the past. Being single, I tend to think that those around me do not understand my feelings, situation or whatever I am going through. Having never had a husband around to air my problems, I tend to share them with some family and to those whom I trust. Being the analytical person that I am, I wonder are they really getting me or just being polite in their understanding "uhhmms or yes I hear ya".

Visiting a new blogging friend's site ( ), there was a song playing and one of the lyrics was trust the Lord. How many times have I heard that from a dear saint in the Lord, a minister or from the word of God in my 30 something years on this earth? Too many times, obviously not enough times; for I am not TRUSTING in the Lord! Because when you are trusting Him, then you do not need to analyze His response to your frustrated thoughts and fears. Because He always has my best interest at His Heart, for He cares for me. Matthew 6 tells us how he cares for the birds in the air to feed them and how much more will he care for us. We should not give worry or fear for these for HE KNOWS and supplies. Thank you Lord for knowing our FEARS and supplying us with what we need.

25Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment?

26Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?

27Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?

28And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin:

29And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.

30Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith?

31Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?

32(For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.

33But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

34Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.


Steve said...

I believe that everyone has those day, and sometimes they linger on for weeks. People sometimes paint a pretty picture as though every thing is just great, but thats not the way life is, even though we are a child of God. We all need someone to lean on from time to time, even though the Lord is with us, and understands our needs. People sometimes do not want even there closest friends to know whats going on inside of them, our hurting, and loneliest, and even as Christians, we still have those days your talking about. God will meet our needs, just keep praying, He hears you and all the saints. May God bless you

Steve said...

The group in the video is Brian Free and Assurance.